The walnut table stands between them

a distance of thirty years

 

On it they weigh, jaws against their fists,

the diameter of their breathing,

the circumference of their love and hate

They feel the depth of their emptiness

in proportion to the volume of their voices

 

The tonnage of old words holds down their tongues

until they hear their voices splinter and crack:

“You are not my Father, I told you once”

“You are no son of mine, I shouted back”

 

Only when they push the table aside,

thirty years after it pulled them apart,

only then, all distance, all weight, all volume,

becomes compressed between the chests

of two sobbing men who measured each motion,

each word, too often, too long