(The day after the nuclear accident at Chernobyl, several hundred
homing pigeons competing in an annual race were released in Lyon,
France for a destination in Brussels, Belgium. Unlike previous
races, only a few of the pigeons arrived.)

 

Each generation

fantasy birds visit earth

Mozart knew them,

so did Freud

For those who will listen

they tell stories yet unwritten,

transcribe testimony to the paradoxes

of existence

Revolutionaries shrill their slogans,

cannibals and cardinals

intone their forbidden canticles.

They dust sunsets with beatific visions

Now they are scattered over Europe,

lost in a nuclear storm,

the cord to intuition

clipped in the wisp of a millisecond

They sit dazed in the pine forests,

beaks ajar

like tiny children beaten for laughing

An official inquiry has concluded:

“Many questions still abound” I want to know

what exhortation they carried,

how they will go back,

whether their eyes have grown narrow or wide,

if they feel as I did:

a boy falling backward

off a porch into a spreader bush,

hearing the laughter of aunts and uncles,

my mother saying, “You’ll be all right”

Already I had entered

the unremitting dark